Baby Be Keeping Me Busy! part 4

Since the beginning of the year, this is what I've been up to:

1 audiology appointment
1 dentist appointment
1 ENT appointment
2 blood tests
4 appointments with 2 different physiotherapists
7 physio classes
4 appointments with 3 different social workers
1 barium swallow (for me this time)
15 appointments with 4 different specialized educators
2 appointments with an occupational therapist
1 occupational therapy workshop
2 speech therapy workshops
7 speech therapy sessions
8 mother goose classes
8 hours in the ER (again for me)
9 music classes
1 of these classes
1 meeting here*
6 sign and play classes

* I will be starting work in the spring, 3 days a week. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this centre (which seems amazing with its one-on-one stimulation program) will work as a daycare for Baby. It will be costly ($40/half day) but hopefully worth the expense... The weeks ahead will be jammed packed and I'm not so confident in my juggling skills. I'm tired and feel alone in my struggles. Stress, sadness, sickness, cold, frostbite, insomnia, anxiety, it's all pilling up on my fragile self. I'm hoping spring will bring with her a new sense of energy and light. In the mean time, I think I'm going to take a personal day tomorrow, cancel everything and stay inside. I'm allowed once in a while no?